Jason Mraz Concert 19 June 2012

few days ago, i just went to Jason Mraz' concert, and i felt sooooooo excited about it. it's because this is the first time i bought a ticket for myself to watch an internationally well known singer's concert!

at the reception

i had been so excited and i even went to Bangsar just to change the ticket earlier. but after that, i was lucky enough to get 2 VVIP tickets from my aunt so i sold off my free seating tickets to my friends. so proud to be so near to the stage. he's right there, just less than 10 meters in front of me :)

yay i got my VVIP tickets with me :D

i went there early, with my brother, Adeline, and her cousin. i bought his latest album for my youngest brother, coz he said he couldn't come to the concert as he's in Kuantan. so after the dinner by the road side, we all went in to the stadium (Stadium Merdeka).

not really many people came, probably because of low publicity. but because of that, everyone had a comfortable seat. at least the cheapest ticket won't have to sit too far from the stage now. it started with the opening song by Awi Rafael, a local singer-songwriter. and then Jason's turn was around 8.30pm. when he and his crews were preparing the stage, all fans were already shouting and screaming his name (including me hehehe). WOW!

so he started with the first song - Everything is Sound. it was lively. i saw many couples there, middle-age, and i was thinking how good is it if i also have a boyfriend to come with me that time. haha. and then, i'm not sure whether at the 2nd or 3rd song, he said something. and everyone start swarming to the front, more and more. so not many people is in their seats anymore. Jason started teaching us some moves, like dancing to the song! it's like a relaxation move, really interesting, and made me enjoy the show more!

Jason was asking all of us to dance with him

but suddenly, the guards came, and make us go back to our seats. it's really sad coz we were all there to enjoy the concert in front of the stage. after the guards left, a bunch of fans swarmed to the front again, followed by all of us. and it lasted till the end of show. shouting and dancing while he's singing is really really cool! i like the feeling. it's like you're at a mini lounge in an island you can do whatever you want. but what makes me funny was a pair of old couple, not really old, probably around 50 sitting there feeling bored. my goodness, everyone was like falling in love and they're giving the poker face =,=. hahaha. wasted the ticket la!

his crew

Jason was really good when he performed live, and i like it more during live than the album itself. more soulful, something i would like to describe as. feel like i'm in love with the moment, i really feel like crying that time coz i was so touched! overall i really enjoyed the concert and i'm so blessed to hear him singing live!!!! i hope he will be performing in Msia again next year!

I'm a Scorpio

friends have been telling me that i'm very into horoscopes. hahaha, yeah i really love to read things about horoscopes because i think i can find many information to determine a person's nature. i mean not like it's 100% correct but at least i know how to deal with them and understand why they're acting that way. 

so... i'm a Scorpio. 

usually people define the Scorpios as very determined, reserved, loyal, and secretive. Magnetic, elusive, sexy, bla bla bla, oh ya even good kisser things like that. hmm, i don't know whether it's true for everyone else but somehow i think i am what as described (at least most of it). or probably it's just common traits and whether you're a Scorpio you'll still have it. but it doesn't really matter.

with friends, i think it's good to know that there are friends who are also Scorpio. i feel close to them, like "oh we're from the same family" that sort of feeling. also, it's easier to get along with them, i don't know why... maybe because we share the same month of birthdays? i really feel happy knowing that people are also from the same month. like setting up our own kingdom of Scorpios, do not invade. hahaha... 

well, nothing much to say about this. just wanna share some of my thoughts about this because i really think this is interesting. 

so here's some other funny descriptions about  Scorpios.
and the picture is so weird and cute. hahaha.

have a nice day! :)  

Popo, I Miss You

last Sunday, i went to work but it was lunch time, so i went to buy a pizza in Jusco. there's an old lady who didn't really know how to speak in BM so she seek help from me. she wanted a hawaiian chicken and a tuna pizza. so i helped her until she paid the bill. i asked her, "are you buying these back home?" she said, yeah, i wanna buy them for my grandchildren, they love pizzas. she made me think of my popo.

my popo is not here anymore. probably she's at some beautiful country in the heaven now. she used to buy food for me too, then she will say, "when you know how to earn money, then you belanja me makan ok?" she always cooked nice food like Hainan kuih, bi pang gong, and all those dishes with pork, chicken, bla bla bla. owh yah, she can really cook nice Hainan chicken rice, erm, coz she's from Hainan Island?

i cried whenever i miss her. but i didn't drop a tear during her funeral, coz i personally think it's not good to weep everyday in front of her coffin. plus, i really felt angry that few days too because of some stupid aunties. don't wanna talk about it, they're just a bunch of double-faced snake.

i remember i treated her very badly when i was younger. in fact, i treat everyone badly. i hit everyone and i didn't listen, and i shouted to everyone that tried to command me. hated her so much that time, but it was quite fun playing all around and got beaten up sometimes. childhood times, who never get scoldings or some whips from the rattan they hid on the cupboard? hahaha. as i grow older, i still did that to her, and everyone. that's my rebellious period. no one can control me. of course, in my house, we don't show love like other families. she might feel that we don't really treat her like others do, but we do love her. she'll complain and compare us with other kids that she had but we don't really care. there's no need to show off to get your love.

then, i grew older again. i don't really fool her around anymore. instead, i love her cooking, and whenever i'm at her house, she'll buy breakfast for us, nasi minyak with kuah daging, i love it the most. she walked to the stall early in the morning to buy them. and in the evening, she'll ask me or my bro to go to the supermarket behind called Astaka to buy things. and we will use a small road as a shortcut. whenever she passed by the road, there's a lot of pak cik lepak there. she'll tell them that, "ni cucu saya" ;) she'll proudly say that. hahaha.

i once talked to her about boyfriend. and she said, find a European bf. i guess that's her dream because the Europeans were really rich in older times. that's the funniest thing that she had ever said to me. and, whenever i'm naughty, she'll still hug me and kiss me with her cold-wrinkled skin. i love her so much..

i hope you're doing fine, popo. i miss you.

Worst Weekend in April

this is the worst weekend i've ever had in April, i guess? sigh....

the whole week i've been listening to "some" friend complaining about family, boyfriends, and the things have been repeating again and again! as though i don't have other things to do or worry about, but i just listen laaa... what to do, i'm not a good liar, can't avoid not seeing "friend".

then some keep worrying about their studies, and i don't even know why they are worry about it. yeah presentation was over, and it had been so annoying knowing everything was not done yet at the last minute, but i don't know why i can't feel what they are worrying about. probably i'm in my depressive mood already.

then, an aunty that i know also complains about her child's boyfriend. and i all i can do is just listen. but that's alright. sometimes it's good to talk to older people.

and there's a friend who just wont stop calling. morning, evening, night, even before i sleep. omg, GET A LIFE! don't rely on me can anot? i'm not your mother alright!

tomorrow is the first day of final exam, so everyone is tensed! i'm also tensed! arrrrggghh...

i just feel like not talking to anyone and just stay alone for a day or two. not sure whether i'm having depression like the magazine says but, i think i really need a time-out. i just wanna hide myself from everybody and just do what i like. i really want a holiday RIGHT NOW!

today, when i went to Jusco to buy things, i saw RM50 in my wallet. i just feel like crying. not much money left in my pocket money account coz i overspent last week. i really feel like dropping my tears. but life must go on. i still have to eat. just no more entertainment or nice food this week. and i think i'm a bit sick too :( GOD! why every problem occur at the same time! :'''''''''(

A Visit To Kinderland

okay it's end of the semester and the whole school students are busy with their theses, exams, presentation and etc... i'm one of them too. yesterday, i went to this kindergarten named Kinderland near my college to take picture for an assignment that my groupmates and i have done. the kindergarten was nice, it has a big playground and many classrooms in it. i also went to the nursery. OMG! why the nursery is so different than the nursery i went when i was young?!

well, it looked just like normal side terrace house but when i went it, there's so many teachers and students were having their breaks. awwww so cute, they were eating Koko Krunch yum yum yum...

Koko Krunch, so yummy! i gotta finish all of them and add another bowl!

so i went in and the teachers are so patient. and they hugs the students and play with them, and they even taught them some table manner too. i don't remember learning any of these in my nursery. i remember my teacher showered us with cold water and they never hug me also :( so sad. the kids are very shy, some of them. but they were very curious when i took out the camera and start taking pictures of them and the place. and when i ask them to sit with me, they felt shy at first, but after that they came right away and sit on my lap and didn't want to leave anymore. hahaha. so cute. what makes me happy the most is that one of the kids said "Jie Jie, i like you". my heart just melted ;) and some also my favorite too even though they are quite. i also remember there's on which was so shy that her head goes lower and lower till she looked at the ground when i talked to her hahaha. but she's fine after that.

i like her the most. so cute. and she's quiet!

the girl that looked down when she's shy, and the new boy that came but sit aside coz he felt alone. he's curious though! guy's ego hahahaha!

awww seeing them and playing with the small kids make me feel like a mommy. but, i wanna be young like them too! and, nursery that i used to go, Y U NO FUN LIKE KINDERLAND? isssshhh!! after i took all the pictures i needed, i left, and before that i asked them to give me hugs and all swarmed towards me and hug me, so lovely~ and the even stick their faces to the glass door and said bye bye... cute little kids, they made my day ;)

Good Bye!

2012 Wishes updated!

it's the fourth month of 2012, hmm maybe i should see what i have done until today. so here's the updated wishes!
this year, i wish to...
#1  Think less
#2  Get a job that pays a good amount (in the process weee!)
#3  Be confident!
#4  Be who I want to be not others want me to be
#5  Travel
#6  Find myself (i'm alwiz confused)
#7  Watching every episode of How I Met Your Mother
#8  Accept my insecurities
#9  Be a better person to the people around me (be less hot-tempered)
#10 Become less shy
#11 Redecorate my room DONE! AND I'M HAPPY WITH IT!
#12 Appreciate the little things
#13 Get back together with my true love
#14 Get an Iphone
#15 Get a little bit taller (imma shorty just so you know)
#16 Watch the sunrise at the beach
#17 Learn a Nicki Minaj song
#18 Buy a pair of gorgeous heels
#19 Learn how to play the guitar ukelele for now ;)
#20 Read more
#21 Find someone who will treat me right, get rid of those who treat me wrong
#22 Be happy
#23 Road Trip with friends
#24 Start saving money
#25 Go on camping with friends
#26 Learn another language (Korean,maybe?)
#27 Be strong!
#28 Get my first Nike shoes
#29 Adopt sugar glider
#30 Learn how to sing properly
#31 Spend more time with family
#32 Play in the rain  DONE, AND IT MAKES ME SICK THE NEXT DAY :(
#33 Go on a trip with WOPPY


haaa still a lot to be done, but some are already in the process. i hope i could cross out all by the end of the year!

Reasons behind my "SIAO" attitude

people always say i'm siao (crazy), i don't really understand why. is it because i laugh more than usual, and keep laughing and laughing? or because i'm too neurotic and i do things out of norm, like what people say, ikut mood in Bahasa Melayu. ahhh but i don't care la, coz the Siao mood keeps me high and happy. like people drinking beer all the time and taking drugs all the time. hahaha. but i think there are some things that i've done which are different from others that's why they said i'm crazy.

i don't like people to cry in front of me, that's why i don't cry in front of others. this is very sad, but i love crying alone. sounds so pathetic huh? you know, when people cry in front of me, i don't know how to react. hug them, kiss them, tell them everything will be alright? errrr, it's so hard for me to do that because i always switch my attention to many different things in a short period of time. so, DO NOT cry in front of me, unless it's necessary. don't make me cry as well, so shy. thank you.

i like to laugh for no reason. that's FALSE la. of course i laugh for reasons. it's just that i'm not going to tell that reason to anyone. i always have something in my mind and i make a story about it that's why i laugh about it. i will be a very bad person if i tell you what i just thought. hehehe! ehhh but i don't have bad intention ok? i just love to connect things and make them look funny, at least to me.

i love seeing people getting more ANGRY than me. you know why? because when a person is angry and he/she can't control their emotion, they will start acting like an insane person. so let's say i'm angry now, so i complain, blablbalbalblaa, suddenly, there's another person who got more angry than you because of what you said or other reasons, it can actually make your anger disappear PoooooFFF just like that. then when you start seeing what they do when they are angry, it is actually quite funny. but, don't tell them about that la, this will make them kill you~~~~~ try that, put yourself out of the situation then everything seems to be so funny, that's why i laughed! plus, seeing people getting more insane than me is a good thing la, coz i know at least there's certain times that people will see me as "NORMAL".

i am always joking about everything. why so serious my darlings?
life is so short, if you spend everyday talking about serious things when will you start laughing? i do admit that sometimes when i do things very selamba la, but that's my way of treating my life what... you can't say that i am not treating things seriously, coz i might do it very seriously but i just SOUND like i'm making fun of it. again, i just don't like people to be too serious.

okay i guess that's why i am INSANE to some people. but, nevermind, just don't forget to be like me sometimes. :) like Hakuna Matata!!!