You will be missed... Ma Ma

i woke up around 11am today... the day was a bit cloudy.
i was a bit busy sending emails to my lecturer, and i received a call from my brother.
it was 2.16 pm, and i was thinking why my brother call me at that time.
brother said dad called him just now. it was about my ma-ma (babysitter), she passed away...
few days ago mom did told me about her illness. both her kidneys were already failed to function and her legs were swelling. so when i go back to Kuantan during sem break she'll bring me to meet ma-ma again.
i thought she could wait a little bit longer until i go back. now that ma-ma left, i feel a bit sad, as i haven't seen her for the last time. dad said she'll be buried in Kelantan, so i hope i could go and pay respect when i visit Kelantan.

my ma-ma took care of me since i was very little, two years old i guess. we had a lot of fun and one of the strongest memory i had with her was this funny scene. she asked me and my younger brother to drink and do the gulp sound. she demonstrated it to us. i also remember my brother used to shit in his pants, but she didn't scold us, instead she talked to us nicely. she's a really nice woman, i don't remember any time that she got angry actually... such a sweet lady.

This is my ma-ma and the happy me :D

after ma-ma stop taking care of us and went back to Kelantan, i haven't seen her for a long long time. i couldn't get used to going kindergarten and i cried every morning. she just made me feel so safe, and fun staying home. my mom and ma-ma's daughters said i was the apple of her eyes as she didn't have any granddaughter yet that time. she sayang me so much! all these pictures when i was young were taken from her album that she kept it with her all the time.

mom told me that ma-ma was a bit sick during this year's CNY, and all of us went to visit her at ma-ma's daughter house. she was so happy and keep laughing non stop. and she brought out all the old pictures and joke about them (we used to be very naughty, and my bro was really fat) haha...

Ma-ma's little granddaughter has grown up!

this doll was made specially for me by ma-ma. i'm a blissful kid ain't i? the most precious gift from a person who doesn't have any bloodline with me. :)

ma-ma, i hope you're living in peace in heaven. and i will really miss you. thanks for taking care of me like my own grandmother :') I Love You!

A Visit To Kinderland

okay it's end of the semester and the whole school students are busy with their theses, exams, presentation and etc... i'm one of them too. yesterday, i went to this kindergarten named Kinderland near my college to take picture for an assignment that my groupmates and i have done. the kindergarten was nice, it has a big playground and many classrooms in it. i also went to the nursery. OMG! why the nursery is so different than the nursery i went when i was young?!

well, it looked just like normal side terrace house but when i went it, there's so many teachers and students were having their breaks. awwww so cute, they were eating Koko Krunch yum yum yum...

Koko Krunch, so yummy! i gotta finish all of them and add another bowl!

so i went in and the teachers are so patient. and they hugs the students and play with them, and they even taught them some table manner too. i don't remember learning any of these in my nursery. i remember my teacher showered us with cold water and they never hug me also :( so sad. the kids are very shy, some of them. but they were very curious when i took out the camera and start taking pictures of them and the place. and when i ask them to sit with me, they felt shy at first, but after that they came right away and sit on my lap and didn't want to leave anymore. hahaha. so cute. what makes me happy the most is that one of the kids said "Jie Jie, i like you". my heart just melted ;) and some also my favorite too even though they are quite. i also remember there's on which was so shy that her head goes lower and lower till she looked at the ground when i talked to her hahaha. but she's fine after that.

i like her the most. so cute. and she's quiet!

the girl that looked down when she's shy, and the new boy that came but sit aside coz he felt alone. he's curious though! guy's ego hahahaha!

awww seeing them and playing with the small kids make me feel like a mommy. but, i wanna be young like them too! and, nursery that i used to go, Y U NO FUN LIKE KINDERLAND? isssshhh!! after i took all the pictures i needed, i left, and before that i asked them to give me hugs and all swarmed towards me and hug me, so lovely~ and the even stick their faces to the glass door and said bye bye... cute little kids, they made my day ;)

Good Bye!