It's Dragon Year!

ahha, i've been writing for quite a period, coz it's Chinese New Year again! yiipppy! so, just like everyone else, i came back earlier from college to Kuantan to clean the house. but i didn't really clean it thoroughly like last year, as my granny just passed away last year, so we don't really celebrate it as grand as before. no angpau to be given, of course, so sorry. i went to Kuala Terengganu to celebrate CNY every year. it was very happening, especially in the China Town. few days before CNY, the Chinese society will judge for the best shop decoration that they organized earlier. it started just years before. so every shop will decorate with their own theme and this makes the whole town lively, and it's all in RED! and the best thing is, the first prize worth RM 3,888!!! wow....

this is the RED town!

many people will swarm to this place during CNY! it's just the norm of the city! then, on the 1st day of CNY i went to the temple to pray, and also prayed to my ancestors. then we will have lunch and dinner together at home. love the REUNION dinner so much, coz i have many choices of dishes to eat, no more mamak food! yay!!! other times we'll only go visiting and gambling at home. haaa i'm very happy, this is the first year i think that my luck is quite ok. hehe.... hmm nothing much to say coz everything just keep repeating, reunion with friends, family, old schoolmates and bla bla bla... reunion reunion and reunion. so, i wish everyone has a prosperous Dragon Year! huaaaattt arrrr!

What More I Could Ask For?

things go well this week. i don't know whether it's because i don't really care about the problems, or i'm way too positive or good things really happened to me lately. i kinda feel thankful for it. i do feel emo sometimes especially late night when i can't sleep then i'll start crying of no reason but after that i'm okay. don't worry i'm not 'siao' okay! haha. i cry coz sometimes i'm tired and i miss certain things. but that's not a big deal. since last year's bday i don't know why i feel that i'm always happy. of course i like the feeling and i wish i could have this feeling forever but this is impossible. anyway, i feel glad to have the chance to ask myself "what more i could ask for?" sometimes. i feel like i already had everything. let me count what i don't have.
#1 family - i love them. and we spent lots of time when we're at home.
#2 relatives - lovely ones. brings me out for nice food and gathering and laugh together. and the cute little niece really know how to make us smile :)
#3 friends - i have close ones like a family such as WOPPY, shiyun, liang siang, jonathan, zhi heng, soon keat, hau jack, ginny, zenny, adeline and much more. sometimes i don't really hang out with them but we're still good.
#4 enemies -  i don't really think i have one. or there's ppl hating me that i don't know. but i don't care la. can still learn something from them. bad ppl alwiz have the best tactics. hehehe
#5 money - kaching kaching! enough to use for the moment. i got work, and it feels so good when i buy things i wanted for long time with the extra money i saved for it
#6 lover - single and available at the moment, but of course there are crushes. =D (boyfriends could be annoying sometimes, coz i can't even take care of myself sometimes and i have to take care of another human? my god)
#7 goals - my new year resolution list is prepared. just waiting for it to be crossed out.
#8 desires - it's not good to want too many things right? and not supposed to have it right? that's all bullshiting words. haha. one of them just been acomplished! i get to see Lee Chong Wei playing live again this year, weeeee! love him so much.
#9 results - out of my expectation! weeeeee!
there's still a lot but i think i have an answer in my mind to every problem. not until the standard that i want but it's on the process. if you think i'm boasting, err maybe you haven't feel what i feel? i just feel weird that people around me always feel unhappy about this and that and complain a lot, like really a lot!!! just like how i used to be (oops! heheh) of course now i still complain sometimes but i just don't understand why they complain about things that can't be changed? don't they know when we think positively problems can be solved easier and faster coz we'll have a clear mind? again, i'm thankful that i have this HAPPY feelings lately. muahh muahh. okay lah, it's time to sleep. good night!

Start Learning to Be a Better Listener, maybe?

today's the second day of class. so, it's a Wednesday, and i have 2 classes to day. ahhh waking up at 11am really makes my head feels pain as i am lacking of sleep. the first class - Organizational Behavior was okay... just like any other subjects that i've taken before. but this class named Effective Listening really grab my interest. i love subjects like Interpersonal Communication, Effective Listening, and anything to do about your daily life and most importantly it reflects yourself. in other words to say, you're attending a class, but the class teaches you on how to be a better person in the future. free lessons for life hehe!
why do i say this class is interesting? hmm... 1 of the reason is because of the lecturer, another 1 is because you gotta practice what you learnt! it's funny when i knew that my first assignment is to submit a 7-day diary on my listening skill. i admit i'm not a good listener, sometimes ppl are even frustrated with my attitude. or i'm the one who feels frustrated because i don't wanna concern on others? nvm, i don't know either. hahaha. so in this class today, we all learnt that EFFECTIVE LISTENING is to listen carefully to main points and to understand the message quickly without being judgmental. the lecturer said a good listener will makes you earn a lot of friends. and i was like WOW... really? also, a good listener will be a very good and respected employer. hmm, all these make me even more interested to know how to be a good listener. probably when i learn how to be a good listener, this could totally change my life later? or to be wiser and complain less (oops, but yah, i kinda love to complain sometimes). hmm... does being a good listener really makes me a better person later? let's see the result after i did the 7-days diary. hopefully the experiment works :)

33 wishes of year 2012

wow, wishes do come true huh? I LIKE IT! happy new year to everyone! hope you have a good kickstart of 2012 like me, at least for now :) i have 2 cats at home, and they're gone when my family were off for holiday for a week. the stray dogs invaded my house and i can't find my cats for weeks. i wished for them to come back, miss them so much, and i were afraid that they're eaten by the dogs or the construction workers nearby. but no worries, 1 of the cats is back home today! where's your girlfriend kitty? she found a new boyfriend already? hahaha. just joking. oh ya, and i wished to get some jobs to start earning more money, and guess what, a friend just called and offer me a job yay!!! i'm so happy that what i wished become true, thank god! so, it's new year, everyone has their new year resolution, so do i...

this year, i wish to...
#1  Think less
#2  Get a job that pays a good amount (in the process weee!)
#3  Be confident!
#4  Be who I want to be not others want me to be
#5  Travel
#6  Find myself (i'm alwiz confused)
#7  Watching every episode of How I Met Your Mother
#8  Accept my insecurities
#9  Be a better person to the people around me (be less hot-tempered)
#10 Become less shy
#11 Redecorate my room
#12 Appreciate the little things
#13 Get back together with my true love
#14 Get an Iphone
#15 Get a little bit taller (imma shorty just so you know)
#16 Watch the sunrise at the beach
#17 Learn a Nicki Minaj song
#18 Buy a pair of gorgeous heels
#19 Learn how to play the guitar
#20 Read more
#21 Find someone who will treat me right, get rid of those who treat me wrong
#22 Be happy
#23 Road Trip with friends
#24 Start saving money
#25 Go on camping with friends
#26 Learn another language (Korean,maybe?)
#27 Be strong!
#28 Get my first Nike shoes
#29 Adopt sugar glider
#30 Learn how to sing properly
#31 Spend more time with family
#32 Play in the rain
#33 Go on a trip with WOPPY

*some of the ideas are taken from Fashion is My Drug. thank you for inspiring me! haaa these are my wishes for now. hopefully it is achieved by the end of this year. i wish, pray hard! enjoy your new year everyone!