Reasons behind my "SIAO" attitude

people always say i'm siao (crazy), i don't really understand why. is it because i laugh more than usual, and keep laughing and laughing? or because i'm too neurotic and i do things out of norm, like what people say, ikut mood in Bahasa Melayu. ahhh but i don't care la, coz the Siao mood keeps me high and happy. like people drinking beer all the time and taking drugs all the time. hahaha. but i think there are some things that i've done which are different from others that's why they said i'm crazy.

i don't like people to cry in front of me, that's why i don't cry in front of others. this is very sad, but i love crying alone. sounds so pathetic huh? you know, when people cry in front of me, i don't know how to react. hug them, kiss them, tell them everything will be alright? errrr, it's so hard for me to do that because i always switch my attention to many different things in a short period of time. so, DO NOT cry in front of me, unless it's necessary. don't make me cry as well, so shy. thank you.

i like to laugh for no reason. that's FALSE la. of course i laugh for reasons. it's just that i'm not going to tell that reason to anyone. i always have something in my mind and i make a story about it that's why i laugh about it. i will be a very bad person if i tell you what i just thought. hehehe! ehhh but i don't have bad intention ok? i just love to connect things and make them look funny, at least to me.

i love seeing people getting more ANGRY than me. you know why? because when a person is angry and he/she can't control their emotion, they will start acting like an insane person. so let's say i'm angry now, so i complain, blablbalbalblaa, suddenly, there's another person who got more angry than you because of what you said or other reasons, it can actually make your anger disappear PoooooFFF just like that. then when you start seeing what they do when they are angry, it is actually quite funny. but, don't tell them about that la, this will make them kill you~~~~~ try that, put yourself out of the situation then everything seems to be so funny, that's why i laughed! plus, seeing people getting more insane than me is a good thing la, coz i know at least there's certain times that people will see me as "NORMAL".

i am always joking about everything. why so serious my darlings?
life is so short, if you spend everyday talking about serious things when will you start laughing? i do admit that sometimes when i do things very selamba la, but that's my way of treating my life what... you can't say that i am not treating things seriously, coz i might do it very seriously but i just SOUND like i'm making fun of it. again, i just don't like people to be too serious.

okay i guess that's why i am INSANE to some people. but, nevermind, just don't forget to be like me sometimes. :) like Hakuna Matata!!!