2013 Resolution

So, since i couldn't finish fulfilling all the resolution or goals i set last year, this year i'm going to set less, and they focus more on being a better me, and also a person who will still be happy without pleasing others. why i said that? i realized i have been pleasing others a lot all these years and i don't even know what i want after crying and quarreling and hating others for treating me badly. i'm very jealous that others could live so happily, but why not me?? searching answers everywhere everyday and from the examples i get around me, i know i didn't treat myself enough. so, it's time to love myself, put my needs to priority, and get to know myself more!

in 2013, i want to...

1. Find my passion and talent

2. Stay focus

3. Control anger and emotions

4. Learn how to sing properly (i really love singing, keeps me high!)

5. Watch sunrise at the beach

6. Read more self-help materials

7. Save money and do some investments

8. Do what I love, and don't do what i don't love

9. Stay classy and sassy

10. Act like a lady, think like a man

11. Talk less, listen more

12. When people walk away from you, let them go

13. Be happy, dance more!

not going to simply get anything for myself anymore and i think it's good to improve myself everyday. how had your first day of 2012 been? i hope it's a good year to you! gotta go sleep now as i still need to continue clearing old things. yes yes THROW ALL THE OLD THINGS and let the new ones in! :) Good night!

xoxo

Better Together

i was bored, so i saw many people tweeting about this girl named Neelofa... don't really know who is she so i checked it on google. i went to her website, and i heard this song! it's a really nice song from Jack Johnson, the singer for Good People... haa this just made my day sweeter, as i already felt so happy that my favorite badminton player Dato' Lee Chong Wei is married! he looked so handsome and his wife Wong Mew Choo too, prettyyyyyyy! wish i am at their wedding now! HAPPY MARRIAGE LCW and WMC! 

祝你们百年好合，白头谐老！

let's listen to this song until we sleep tonight! :)

"Better Together"
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart, 
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at the stars and we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight,
But I know that theyll be gone
when the morning light sings
and brings new things
for tomorrow night you see
that theyll be gone too,
too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
i was somewhere in between
With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree, now,

Yeah It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

mmmmmmm

I believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together

Just my recent feelings.

haven't been writing for so long, i miss writing so much...

i'm exhausted! had never been so busy like this before, as i work and study for 7 days a week now! 

Monday work, Tuesday classes, Wednesday class and work, Thursday class and scholarship duty, Friday work, Saturday work, Sunday work... 

oh ya, and also meetings in between those classes for the club, assignments, etc...

my life is all about eat, sleep, work, study, and meetings now... and occasionally meeting up some friends during lunch or dinner time... i feel tired. 

i have never been so busy for so many weeks in my life before. if i had this situation years ago, i think i would have end up burnout and gone into depression. now, i'm feeling so hyper everyday, and this is weird. it's like i am excited to finish my work but i just have not enough energy... this schedule has changes me a lot. i'm even anticipating to go to class nowadays, that's WOW, for me... i'm a lazy girl...i don't like to go to class, but this time it's different. and my mood, i feel like i don't even bother any things that will make me unhappy anymore. how to summarize this? STRESS makes me motivated? hahaha

is this normal? i don't know... but what i just wish to have now is a good sleep everyday and wake up with good skin. :) bye, i'm gonna start writing again when i'm free...


when things make you too busy, learn to set priorities. :)

Jason Mraz Concert 19 June 2012

few days ago, i just went to Jason Mraz' concert, and i felt sooooooo excited about it. it's because this is the first time i bought a ticket for myself to watch an internationally well known singer's concert!

at the reception

i had been so excited and i even went to Bangsar just to change the ticket earlier. but after that, i was lucky enough to get 2 VVIP tickets from my aunt so i sold off my free seating tickets to my friends. so proud to be so near to the stage. he's right there, just less than 10 meters in front of me :)

yay i got my VVIP tickets with me :D

i went there early, with my brother, Adeline, and her cousin. i bought his latest album for my youngest brother, coz he said he couldn't come to the concert as he's in Kuantan. so after the dinner by the road side, we all went in to the stadium (Stadium Merdeka).

not really many people came, probably because of low publicity. but because of that, everyone had a comfortable seat. at least the cheapest ticket won't have to sit too far from the stage now. it started with the opening song by Awi Rafael, a local singer-songwriter. and then Jason's turn was around 8.30pm. when he and his crews were preparing the stage, all fans were already shouting and screaming his name (including me hehehe). WOW!

so he started with the first song - Everything is Sound. it was lively. i saw many couples there, middle-age, and i was thinking how good is it if i also have a boyfriend to come with me that time. haha. and then, i'm not sure whether at the 2nd or 3rd song, he said something. and everyone start swarming to the front, more and more. so not many people is in their seats anymore. Jason started teaching us some moves, like dancing to the song! it's like a relaxation move, really interesting, and made me enjoy the show more!

Jason was asking all of us to dance with him

but suddenly, the guards came, and make us go back to our seats. it's really sad coz we were all there to enjoy the concert in front of the stage. after the guards left, a bunch of fans swarmed to the front again, followed by all of us. and it lasted till the end of show. shouting and dancing while he's singing is really really cool! i like the feeling. it's like you're at a mini lounge in an island you can do whatever you want. but what makes me funny was a pair of old couple, not really old, probably around 50 sitting there feeling bored. my goodness, everyone was like falling in love and they're giving the poker face =,=. hahaha. wasted the ticket la!

his crew

Jason was really good when he performed live, and i like it more during live than the album itself. more soulful, something i would like to describe as. feel like i'm in love with the moment, i really feel like crying that time coz i was so touched! overall i really enjoyed the concert and i'm so blessed to hear him singing live!!!! i hope he will be performing in Msia again next year!